I follow my curiosity.
she is soft
like cat she comes
those
little idiosyncratic magic
gestures
Only she
comes
to me.

Lately
I haven't even known where she is anymore
gently
waiting for her to pop
out and take notice I
long for childlike beginner's
mind
the luxury of learning
something new without shame the
plague
of being

Adult.

I think I will be doing some very new things soon

disappear into animal an an anima an
anonymity
Learn something new
new craft
Spindle weaving
I don't know.
But I'm changing
I've changed.
And I don't know what the new work
will be.